Tuesday, May 23, 2006

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

figgin pissed.

stupid chem SPA. idiot old me screwed up. AGAIN. when it really mattered. i was like one step from guaranteeing full marks. wohoo. den i had to mess it all up and now my A is in jeopardy. all i had to do was times the figgin thing by 10 and get the figgin answer. but nooooo, smart nic tan had to go think 'chim' and multiply the weight by 40 instead of 4 and multiply the concentration again by 10 when he didnt have to. and den he probably lost half of his skill C marks. how darn clever.

and have u ever seen a more stubborn person. wads the point of asking me for advice if u never ever listen to me. argh. on one hand i m like u shud do this this this, and ur like i think i shud do that that that. the worse thing is that u blame the whole world except urself. u keep saying ppl are b****es and b******s hu dun understand ur difficulties, but wad about their difficultes, do u understand theirs, why were u so implusive in the first place?! is it their fault u couldnt think straight and couldnt manage ur work?! no ones gonna friggin sweetalk u all ur life man. so if ur boss fires u, ur gonna burn down his office la. how absurd.

and then that stupid debates teacher. pissed me off man. the surface was erm ok. but the inside was waiting to explode, another minute of conversation with her and i swear i would have bitten her head off. when i saw her the second time that day, didnt even want to look at her. so fineee, u guys used some underhand cheapo way to force me into debates, with an undercover scouting inter class debates, i was like if its once, its fine, den forced me into semi and final, wooo, i got a 30 buck borders voucher. den u want me to participate in the competition, i like didnt want to, but u got mrs tan to speak to me, she made sense so in the end i said ok. so today met that teacher and i asked her if camp was complusory, den i was like i cant make it on the saturday cus i have church stuff. den she was like can u give it a miss, its just one week, den i said like cant, its one of my piorities, den she was like, i dun like it, cus the school is paying 80 bucks for it. so i was like, its fine, i can always pay u back. in my mind i was like HALLO! DO U KNOW WHAT THE HECK IS A PIORITY! HU CARES IF U LIKE IT OR NOT, U FORCED ME IN, I WAS FINE ABOUT IT, BUT GIVING U AN INCH DOESNT MEAN U CAN TAKE A FOOT, PLAY SOME STUPID GUILT GAME WITH ME, ASKING ME TO HELP AND DEN IMPOSING THIS CRAP ON ME. I MEAN LIKE I CAN DO WITHOUT THAT SENTENCE IN MY TESTIMONIAL.

friggin alot of homework. argh. blardy hell.

pardon me, i m just letting it all out here.

|cowpoo| 7:12 PM|

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